Do You Need Any Help?
It’s hard. You open up to people and be vulnerable about your health and they say: if you need help let us know. Here’s the thing... when you actually say yea I am not feeling well enough right now or be vulnerable about the fact that chemo messes with your mind as well as your body. People can’t handle it! When you’ve worked 10-12 hour days and exhaustion hits and mistakes occur. Or because you’re working with kids and some days you struggle to sit down for more than 10 minutes and your entire body is screaming out in pain. When the kids have you stressed, your brand new staff is trying their best but still learning. Or when you’re reminded that because of it all you’ve apparently inconvenienced others (who were the ones asking if you need help). How about when your hands are tied to hire the staff that will take the right responsibility so you feel like you are running in circles to keep up with trying to train staff and make things fun, safe, educational and ...