What Is It Really Like?
People ask me what does cancer feel like? Valid question for someone trying to understand but it’s not an easy one to try to explain in a quick short answer. Most people ask but I will be perfectly honest not many can handle the answer. But here I go. 1. It’s painful. It’s a constant 24 hour pain that is dull and draining and exhausting. There are bursts of sharp shooting pains in between. Some days the pain is manageable and others? Well the pain wins. It’s wanting to eat sometimes feeling hunger and your stomach revolts and now it’s empty again. Nausea so overwhelming you feel almost like you want to pass out from it all 2. It’s knowing that there is a poison inside your body that fights you everyday. Everyday you wake up knowing that you are almost in an abusive and toxic relationship with it and all you can do is dream of the day the breakup between you and cancer finally happens. The longing for freedom all while feeling trapped. 3. It’s seeing the look on your loved ones eyes